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I don't want to be your favorite or your best. I want to be your only one and make you forget the rest.

Woke up at 7 plus went to help mummy to work and happen to saw xiang. Didn't expect he would recognise me because it's so not me. Hah, Then he text me and disturbed :@ Went home and fell asleep, was so tired i've no idea why. Went to Nex and do some stuffs, and went back to hub. Wanted to find my new school bag, but didn't see any chio yellow bag. So bused home. Went to bathe and went to CB mac and study again. Studied till like 8 plus and headed home because phone battery going to flat and i'm somehow very cold :( So ya, for those who followed me on twitter, sorry for those ranting and scolding. Just something happen between me and her AGAIN. I'm just angry with Teresa not her eh. Why must she come kp sia. Sua. Nevermind. Idw quarrel anymore, everytime quarrel also wouldn't end well. So ya, they say i'm fat, immature. Say lorh. It's okay. Say i ruin Rachel name that ruin lorh. What to do, i'm like that what. You guys happy can already. I'm not gaining sympathy on twitter. I'm just typing out how i really felt that's all.

Goodbye. There's school tomorrow, Many class test tomorrow. Die liao lorh. :(

Life is like a giant puzzle. Everyday we struggle to find its pieces to make it into a complete.

Just a short update before i continue watching with my Butterfly Effect. :D Basically what i did today is..
1. Woke up at 7 plus got prepared and meet SAN.
2. Both of us went to drive through mac somewhere near school la. HAD BIG BREAKFAST (Y)
3. Mr Robin Ng came and gave us worksheet and ANGPAO. :D
4. Did our worksheet, chit-chatting & playing.
5. Saw Teresa team-mates. AWKWARD DIE.
6. Did finish everything and went to hub to meet up with my lovely bitch. <3
7. Went to Minitoons & ArtBox with SAN. Got earpiece and earcap and pen and new phone cover :)
8. Met that lovely bitch and Chit-chat and mad outside NTUC as usual, :)
9. Walked around hub but my shoes are killing me, so i decided to go home
10. Fatty decided to go CB mac and study asked me to accompany him.
11. Studied till like 7 plus and went for dinner. <3
12. Then now i'm at home watching Butterfly effect.

You know what, you don't like me contacting your freaking girlfriend, why the fuck you call me? You want me to get over her? Why the fuck you want me to like go and find you guys? You want me to see you guys lovey-dovey isit? Zzz. Ohwell, simply just disappear from my life and everything would get back to normal. :) Good for you and good for me, simply good for everyone.

Life is so unfair, :( Why younger guys be with younger girls, friends wouldn't comment much. But when older girls get with younger guys, friends would comment. :( Ohya, although i have your number, i don't have the courage to really text you because heard from a lot of people that you already had another girl in mind. I've no idea, the first time i talked to you, your face like so effing blur and unforgettable and i know i keep reminding you not to peep, die die also cannot peep into that note. I'll never forget that day man. :) I know alot people going to asked why am i falling for a guy so much younger than me, okay la. Not really alot just 2 year difference. But i got together with Teresa before what, she's also younger than me. LOL. AHHH. That's not the point, i just want to find that courage to text you. But i don't know why am i so timid. :x

Okay la, shall blog till here. Goodbye. :')

During the day I keep myself busy and time passes. But at night, I really miss you.

Basically, i'm single right now. :) Awesome or what? Kinda lazy elaborate what happen. So let me tell you what happen in school then. School today was alright. Mr Ng lesson forever funny. I guess i haven't been ranting about T for a period of time right. But i really feel like ranting it today. :( Because, in fact, i really miss her a lot. But you see, i've been acting like i forget her or maybe can say, i got over her. I told myself i got over her already. But nobody knows the truth. I haven't stop crying every night, i haven't stop  thinking about her once i woke up. INCLUDING THE PART WHEN I'M WITH HIM. But, now, a little different. I'm able to face you in school, i'm able to like eye contact with you, i'm able to make myself walk pass you. But you know, my love for you never stop at all.

Ohya, have been disturbing some junior of mine. :) They are so adorable sumpa. Haha. I think i find one super adorable while disturbing. But sadly, he like someone liao. :( You know i started to trust back guys, but thanks to you my dear, i gave up on guys. Totally. Alright then, I opened back my blog because i see no point closing it. I'm sorry for closing it down. So goodbye~ That's all for today. :D

I don't miss those times, but they seem to appear in my mind.

School today was okok. :) Nothing much happen though felt really sick today that's all. Baby spam me like a mad boy because i didn't reply him when i'm actually having english class test. Hehe. <3 But i anyhow do and went to sleep. Miss yong caught my socks. Wtfuck is like.. not ankle socks lorh. Nevermind. :) Chapel was alright, was being so KP to the girl in front of me. I'm disgusted by her act cute voice that's all. :x And wtf got school already still paint nail polish for? It's a school to study not a fashion show. -.- Uhmmmmmm, That's for school. After that came home and nua. Nothing much. Poyin having tuition & i'm so bored now. Was zi-lian-ing with Samuel and Sabrinah. Pictures here: 

Hehe. Unglams pictures, as always. :) Uhmmm basically today it's their monthsary so ya. Hope they last long long. Nothing much happen between Baby & I today, just a normal day :) Meeting him tomorrow. Happy die me. :> Alright, that's all for today. Shall do my homework now. Goodbye.