Hmph. Today isn't really a good day. :( Planned to bake MUFFIN but ended up baking cookies because of my flour :( Nevermind. It tasted good in the end. Gave Hongwei some. He ate it super fast. :) He's super funny. He never fail to make me laugh. Shall post some pictures later on that we took last night. :) Baby is angry at me for not going over her house. :( I didn't spare a thought for her in the beginning and just throw tantrum at her. :( I forget that she came over after school which is about 8plus. Arrived here about 9 plus. AND we just met for A FEW HOURS and she went home. :( She's the sweetest i ever had. Doing small little things to make me smile. I know her ex saw my blog and was abit pissed off by hiding so many things from you. I'm sorry. Everything is my fault. If i didn't appeared. If i didn't like you. I wont even know her. I wont even spoil both of your relationship. IM SUPER SORRY. But now, I really love her. I do doubt her sometimes. Because.. She tends to do something to always make me think so much. But in the end, i still choose to trust her. If she's going to break my heart. Than do it. I rather getting hurt by her than others. :) Baby, Please don't be angry anymore. I love you. I really do.
I remember you hug me when i cried,
I remember you always make me angry and how you always cheer me up.
I remember you like to disturb me.
I remember you like to ask me stupid questions out of nowhere.
I remember you always scold me when i'm messaging someone.
I remember you always tickle me when i ignore you.
I remember you always like to hear my heartbeat.
I remember you every little things you say.
I remember you never fail to make me laugh.
I remember you always nag at me when i do something wrong.
I remember you always tends to stare at me out of nowhere.
I remember you laugh so loud when you hear Ferdy Joke.
I remember those promises you promised me.
I remember those late night phone call from you and you always tend to fall asleep.
I remember you teaching me Chemistry even though i'm dumb.
I remember you telling me your past stories.
I remember you always insist to be with me when i'm in pain.
I remember how you tried to say ILOVEYOU the first time over the phone to me.
I remember how you try to make me smile by singing.
I remember you always give me silly ideas to bluff my brother so i no need go his performance.
I remember i make you cry.
I remember you always get hungry,
Baby, If you're leaving me, sooner or later. All these memories is enough for me. I swear. I know we just officially stead recently. BUT. Our memories start from the day i know you. So. Leave me if you want, because.. i really enjoyed every minute i'm with you. If you are really leaving, please find a girl who can love you more than me, Gosh, I'm crying while typing this.. I just got a feeling. Either one of us would leave. But please remember that, my love for you never change from the day i confess. :) It might increase alot more than that time. But still i love you whole-heartedly. Although i know i'm not the best girlfriend you ever had. & i'm not the girl that you love the most. I know i'm not pretty at all. I know how much turst you put on me. But i know i betrayed your trust that night. I'm sorry. I know you still remember it till today. Baby, tht night was an accident. I promise. Please forget it will you? :( This post is specially dedicated for you. Please be honoured, will you like touched until cry? I doubt so.
Pictures of Last Night.
That's it. GOODBYE. <3
Every little single details about me
I'm Rachel Tan Goh Li Yan, Fifteen this year. Currently studying in Presbyterian High. I'm currently single, but i still love T a lot. But i'm getting over her.. Slowly.. But I have plenty AWESOME friends like Ryan, Poyin & etc who were there when i always needed them. I like cartoons like Barney, Hello Kitty & Doraemon. I'm friendly & hyper. I may not be as perfect as you guys think. I know i'm not pretty but please keep all cruel comments to yourself.
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