No matter where you are, i'll still love you.

Many things happened today, this picture cant really show you MY PUFFY EYES, cause i cried ALOT recently. Many stuffs happening to me. Wanted to like give BABY up, But she's too adorable to let her go. HAHA. Cried in class, Miss Martha was like SHOCKED so she let AWT accompany me go toilet. After coming back from toilet i don't even bother to do my work anymore. LOL. Hias, the thoughts of cannot see BABY for 6 months is killing me, My brother let me to choose between
1) Let her go & be straight.
2) Continue loving her & be lesbian
3) Act tht everything was just a dream & do whatever i want when i have my freedom.
Haven really made a fixed decision yet, Baby promised me that her feelings wont fade, Im not sure but i really hope so. I really love her as i say RIGHT. HEHE. I'm halfway-through my Social Studies, Not bad right? Celeste came over in the afternoon, if not i would like DONE in my homework. But have really great fun with her just now, i laugh till i totally don't know what's happening. She made my day. AHHHHHHH, I'm like still.... thinking tht, what would happen to me if i cant see my baby for so long, what would she do when im away. will her love for me never change? ALL THESE FREAKING QUESTION JUST FLOW THROUGH MY MIND. But. All i want now, is to treasure every minute with her. Although we're just texting each other, I don't really mind. YOU KNOW WHAT, I WANT TO MARRY HER, (If we can last) LOL. Abit ridiculous, BUT I THINK ITS REALLY COOL. Okay, Simply I'm crapping here, I don't want go schl tmrw. But CELESTE want me too. BECAUSE SHE NEED MORAL SUPPORT.
Dear God, I know i have been a really bad girl to fall in love with a girl, I know the bible don't accept this kind of relationship, But God, I really lover her. Please let me be with her, Please let Mummy know that, loving a girl it's okay.They have to accept the fact of who we are. I know my Mummy listen to you ALOT, So please change her mind. & I love you. AMEN. ><