Everything started changing,

Haha, Mini update for now, Cause the upload thingy is super long. I can't possibly post all the picture at GuangZhou trip right. There's like SUPER MANY PICTURES. Haha. I miss her a lot when i'm there. But she's busy with her girlfriend when i'm there. COOL MUCH. Walao. I'm super bored now. My brother went to dye his hair and cut his hair. I'm at home waiting for him and later heading out to get Father day present. Although it's late but, Nevermind. HAHA. Everybody is falling in love with my Camera, Recently almost EVERY NIGHT, I'm quarreling with her. I'm seriously having attitude problem, always think so much, always suspect so much, always doing stupid stuffs to make her pissed off, always make her worried. Why didn't i always spare a thought for her and do all this. That's what i was thinking last night. I'm born like this what. Anyway, my boyf birthday coming soon sia. :( Don't know what to get for him. I think i shall meet him on Sunday morning. Heehee. I'm having headache now. So Goodbye. & She went missing, I tweet her she no reply. Hias. I'm heading out soon and she's not replying me :( Fine.

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When you said you love me, i really want to believe every word you say.
When you said you want to hug me, I really want to hug you when im back in Singapore. When you said you miss, I really want to believe that you missed me.
Why everything you say is doubting me?
Why every time i talk to you, i want to talk to you properly but i seems so fucked up and gave you attitude. What's wrong with me, SERIOUSLY.
Why isit hurting me so much when you don't reply?
Why is it hurting so much when you care her so much?
Why is it hurting me so much when she still stand a place at  your heart?
Why is it hurting me whenever i drink?
Why did i changed so much after knowing you?
Why are you always in my mind, my heart, my soul?
Where are you when i needed you?
Where are you when i know you would be in danger?
Where are you when i want to hug you and cry?
Where are you when i really want to tell you how much i love you?
When were you saying the truth?
There's so many questions in my head. Answer everyone of them. Will you? To clear my doubts. To make me trust you more. To make me believe in everything you say. I'm sorry baby, Every thing you do makes me hurt a little, Every thing you say although my heart feels like its tickling my other veins. But do you even feel the same? Because i don't want to have the feeling of loving you myself when you don't even love me. I don't want to stop loving you, I want to stop loving you till you totally have no feelings for me. When you heart has another person. That person who make you laugh & smile everday.