Never say goodbye

Its difficult to smile all day & as well its difficult to stop crying over a guy. Im not saying that i am crying over a guy. Im just saying that girls tend to cry over guys more than guys cry over girls. Today chapel service was really a good sermon. Talking about woman & man. Not bad Not bad. Got back my exam. Super not what i expected. Maths. 47/100. ( This is the fucking first time i failed my maths in Sec 3 & im super regret not studying) Chinese. 74/100 ( Quite satisfied with this though, WAHAHA) Social studies. 17/50 ( Aiyah confirm plus chop fail derh lah. i never expected it to past at all.:)) English 50/100 (WAHAHA, On the dot. Not bad Rachel) Okay this is all of my result. Good a not? Not at all right. I know. More result tomorrow. Be strong Rachel. Don't let mummy be disappointed again okay? Must past D&T & pray hard to pass either Chem or Physics. Which i know abit impossible. Hope history would past too. :( * PRAY SUPER DUPER HARD* If i failed i'm going to say BYEBYE to my DSLR! :( Boohoo. Texting Eunice now. might be going back to Sengkang on Friday. Super duper miss them, YouknowYouknow. :D Done crapping. Goodbye. Give me luck ohhh. :)
/Calvin/
I know you wont see my blog, that certain message i sent to you means everything, i put down my pride to sent you that. Don't believe or not up to you. Im really going to give up. Soon. HAHA. I dont know. Be strong Rachel. I know you can do it. :)