I have been no mood recently to update my pathetic blog. Many problems keep appearing into my life. I didn't expect myself to love a girl. Okay, it's weird but yes. Im in love with a girl. Im already trying to back out because my childhood & some friends insisted that it is wrong. I know it's wrong but... If you guys want me to move on, search for me a boy who smiles like her, talks like her, looks like her, laughs like her, talks nonsense like her, caring like her, friendly like her, do stupid stuffs like her, behave like her. Okay, you understood now? :) I was on the urge of forgetting her when her girlfriend texted me. & you know how my hearts feel? The feeling of super duper tight, something moving inside. The feeling of jealous? envy? heartbroken? Which? In fact, ALL OF THEM. Yes this is how i feel. Right now. Drinking doesn't help. Im serious. Im seriously no mood for anything this few days, so dont expect me to smile like i used to, it wont be me for a few days. But it would be alright after everything ended. Mummy was kind enough to buy for me a new phone. Love die her. She has been a great mother i had since last year. I found out that she was actually very easy to get along. Although sometime i really hate her to nagged me and stuffs i know she does all this for my own good. Right mummy? :)
No comments:
Post a Comment